I am sure that tonight is going to be a tough night, especially if she keeps waking up and getting agitated. So where is this Mother of the Year???? At home!! Yes, I left daddy to care for the little Angel tonight. Afterall, it was his turn. Does that make me a bad mom and wife? I hope not. Please, please, please pray for some comfort for Ella tonight. Pray that we can get all of these extra tubes out so we can leave the PICU and return back down to the oncology floor and get on with this first round of chemo so we can get Ella's body cancer free!!!
Here are some pics from yesterday that I couldn't post away from home as well as some from today. Hope they aren't too graphic for those of you who are queasy. Thanks once again for all of the great support. Every time I log on and check email, I am truly blown away by the love that you all are showing us during this very tough time.
Happy with just having chemo...about an hour
before all hell broke loose yesterday!!
After the chest tube was put in and still intubated